Here we go.....Disney and San Diego

This is what I've been up to for the past few days.It's seemed like the list went on and on but it's all in there. Not only is there 3 huge bags we have to bring our double stroller and 2 car seats. It's going to be a handful! See you when we get back, so exciting!

Tears...Pain and memories

This is the only picture of me feeding Noah (Hornby Island) Ella is feeding her Carebear. Another moment I will forever remember xoxoxox

This was hard.......Noah decided it was time to stop breastfeeding after 7 months. He's been showing me signs for about 2 weeks know. But just like Ella I wasn't ready,so there were some tears and my heart broke a wee bit. Knowing it will be my last time EVER made me sad to the core. I had a hard time even remembering Noah's last good feed on me.Which I really hoped to have and cherish. To this day I still remember the moment I feed Ella for the very last time. So this week was a hard one with tears ,pain and more pain.


Time to talk about my boob's......;) They have gone through so much it's crazy they made it through feeding 2 kids. I had Mastitis with Ella and with Noah and I have it again today. I wonder really how many Litres of milk I have produced over the duration of breastfeeding. Imagine this.....I feed Ella for 71/2 months full time and could drain each boob with 4 oz each time. Then with Noah I feed the same amount of time with the same 4oz each feed from each boob. CRAZY! NO WONDER it was so hard trying to get them to stop producing milk. But after all the pain and suffering it gave me wonderful quiet moments with my kids that I will take with me my whole life. I will miss it greatly but I'm happy to say their all mine once again.

Weekly fun!

Ella blowing bubbles in the back yard.
Playing tag, I got her!

Noah and his new teeth.

Engagment cake for Brad and Sarah.I got to use fondant for the first time...fun!

Congrats!

Walk in the farm lands,cold but nice!

Ella reading in her basket of toys

Finally....the day has come!

We have been searching high and low for our trailer for next summers adventures. We did it! Finally found exactly what we were looking for. It's 19feet long ,king dinette bed for Dave and I ,2 bunk beds for the kids and everything else in between that's going to be a luxury. It's so exciting to know that were going to be off the ground and more comfortable. We already have planned SO many trips with family and friends for the coming months. It's hard to buy something like this and have to wait to use it. But it looks good in the driveway and I have been slowly collecting things for it. Can't wait!! So happy.....

Really....!

I recently asked Ella what she wanted to be when she grows up?? She answered"I want to be a Pumpkin, a good one". I also asked her to "hold her horses", she answered" but Mommy I don't have a horse". Again the simple things in Life are special.

*Water so pure*

Noah crying at the most perfect moment....Priceless!

A proud Mamma!
Abby and Ella ....again Priceless

All the Grandparents

Nick and Trisha as Noahs Godparents, thank you for being apart of it all..xox

Noah is tears,so sweet!

Yesterday was a great day for celebration for our family and friends. It was Noah's day to be baptised. I must say I never thought I would ever go back to being a church goer but I truly love my church. David's family have been going there for a long time know and it's a real nice church community. The people are so nice and helpful. So it was only natural that I have my kids Baptised there. Noah was great! He cried on cue right after Jim (minister) blessed him into the church. So cute! And it was a big day of teething for him ,so all the pictures have him with the rosie cheeks EVER. This morning I checked his teeth and looks like three have poked through. We love you Noah and Happy Baptism

Sleeping...Dreaming ...What!

Noah has aloud me to sleep most of the night for the past few days. He must be going through a growth spurt. Because of this extra sleep I've been able to dream again. I couldn't even remember any dreams for the longest time. Since I've been dreaming it's all not good things. It's crazy things, like going over a cliff with family members and saying our goodbye's, sad eh!. That one did wake me up and I couldn't sleep anymore. So why is it that he graced me with sleep and I can't even dream about happy things? I just started Yoga classes and hoping it will calm my nerves and get me to relax better. I'm practicing my breathing and keeping my body all aligned. Will be interesting to see how I'm going to feel in 8 weeks of yoga and more exercise.

Looking forward to find my body and some of my mind again. ;)